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[23 Apr 2004|08:21pm]
hey guys...i got a new lj. i aded everyone to my name so you need to add me to yours! k? my new lj is: evry1sdrama add me! love you!

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[19 Apr 2004|05:59pm]
oh shit I'm on a roll
i know everyone's password
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[18 Apr 2004|09:32pm]
[ mood | secluded from my friends ]

what happened to my friends coming to ME for help....she told me she wanted to talk to me about it a week ago. and she said she didnt want anyone else to know about it. but now she is not talking to me about it at all. she is talking to someone else and she specifically told me (a week ago) that she didnt want her to know. i know you were talking baout me when you said all people do is tell you how youi are being selfish and stubborn. i only said that when we were talking to kristen. i never said that last night.

all i want is for my friends to be happy. and when i find out that my friends "out of the blue" dont wanna come talk to me about their problems (when they did before) it makes me feel like i was the one who did something wrong. if you dont wanna talk to me about it then please tell me "i dont wanna talk to you right now. i know that you are there to talk to its just i would feel more comfortable talking to 'this person' right now." instead of cursing at me and telling me to get out.

but i guess it doesnt matter anymore. i dont fucking care any more. if youdont wanna talk to me about anything then dont. if you dont want my advice then dont tell me in the first place. i guess i just need to stop caring for others so much and worry more about myself.

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SHOW!!! [18 Apr 2004|04:18pm]
April 24th - Palm City Community Center
6 p.m. -- 6 Dollars
In Due Time
Envy Of Angels
Dreams You Die In
Before This Last Breath
All Absence
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[14 Apr 2004|04:11pm]
[ mood | and depressed ]


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[11 Apr 2004|08:39pm]
[ mood | loved ]


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have you ever felt this way? [10 Apr 2004|02:45pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same

Have you ever search for words
To get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start


Have you ever find someone
You dreamt of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you

Have you ever closed your eyes
And dreamt that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care
Have you ever loved somebody


What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cuz baby I can't sleep


will you walk with me

[08 Apr 2004|02:09pm]
[ mood | full ]

hey guys! just chillin at staceys. brook and stacey are playing mario kart. last night we went and saw DSC. they were awesom. like always. carrie got to play tims bass. and tim gave me his pick. he also told me i get to play his bass on saterday!! yay!! cant wait. i love the bass guitar. its my favorite. i cant wait til i get my own bass. i will play that thing all the time. but after the show i took carrie and nicole back to my house and then i went to brooks. i spent the night over there. i had to wake up at 10 so i could go home take carriet o the dentist, take nicole back home, then go pick carrie up and take her home then go back over to brooks. lol. craziness. after that we went and picked up stacey and went to wendys. they got big bacon classics and i got a double burger. yummy. we all got the meals. we ate all our food. we were so hungry. and now we are at staceys playing mario kart. i dont know what were are doing tonight. but i hope its fun!

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[06 Apr 2004|11:10am]
[ mood | bored ]

yea well...i am home with my sister. we are sooo bored. i cant go anywhere because i dont have a car. yesterday some one noticed my car had a leak. a pretty bad one. so i go to brook house and i popped my hood to check it out and i couldnt see anything. so when i got home it was leaking again so me and my stepdad checked it out. and he found out that it is leaking radiator fluid but its not coming from a hose. it is leaking from the water pump. so now after he gets home from work he has to go get a new water pump and we are gonna replace it tonight. i cant wait. i was suppose to go to shrimpers and talk to the manager today but i couldnt cuz i dont have a car. so i will try to go tomorrow if my car is fixed. and i was suppose to go see and old friend at work last night but i couldnt do that either. i was kinda mad. but i will call him and see when he is working next. um....im bored.

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[05 Apr 2004|05:47pm]
hey everyone check this out!! this is the coolest. it says thrice!! that rocks! for real! hahaha!

What punk band are you? by brokenrecord3
Your Name?
Favorite color?
What Punk Band you are.THRICE
Why Your Them:you feel everything
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!
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my heart hurts! [04 Apr 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

i had a fabulous weekend with my friends. i love them. last night i had my good moments and my bad moments. and i remember my bad moments because they had to do with my heart and things i cant change or control.when i see him i am soo happy. i think of him all the time. i know nothing is gonna happen and i want to get over it but it is not easy. it is very hard to change something you cant control. everyone thinks of me as just another girl with a crush. well you have another thing coming to ya. i dont know what it is.  i dont know if it is a really strong crush or if its more. but i will tell you one thing...crushes arent suppose to hurt this bad. and i am not suppose to get as jealous as i do. i dont know what is wrong with me. i dont know what to do. i am soo confused. all i want is for him to know i care about him as much as i do. i just wanna get everything off my chest because the longer i keep it to myself the more it is gonna hurt. so hopefully it will help to talk to him about it all. i dont want any secrets. and i dont want anymore pain. but if it is the cost for him then i can take it. i am strong. i can handle it.

thank you soo much to my friends. thanks for caring!!! i love you all soo much!!. all of you are like my family down here. i dont get to see my family very often. they are all in california. so i am glad that i met all of you. i dont know what i would do without any of you!!! i love you!! 

and when it comes to me and the whole moving deal. i know that other people are going through it. and i am sorry if you get the vibe that i think that i have it harder than any of you. it just i show it more than most people. i am sorry if i act selfish to anyone. i dont want anyone to be unhappy. that is the last thing i want. i would rather be unhappy than to see my friends unhappy.


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[04 Apr 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

this song is so true to me....if i didnt have my friends i dont know what i would do. i would prolly just sit in my room crying myself to sleep every night. to all those that have wanted something and couldnt have it then had to leave it behind this song is very true. i feel you if you have had this problem. it hurts.

I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what you're doin' to me
Imagine the two of us together
But I've been livin' in reality

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
But time is running out, so damn my
Foolish pride

Don't care if you think I'm crazy
Dosen't matter if it tums out bad
Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had

Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's OK
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good bye

Rules are made for breaking
Nothin' ventured nothin' gained
I'll be no worse off then I am right now
And I might never get the chance again

Tried to fight it but it cannot be denied
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied

Don't care if you think I'm crazy
Dosen't matter if it tums out bad
Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had

Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's OK
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good bye

Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna stay dreamin' 'bout
What could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames

Don't care if you think I'm crazy
Dosen't matter if it tums out bad
Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had

Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's OK
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good bye

will you walk with me

[04 Apr 2004|12:35am]
[ mood | out of my mind ]

     omg!! i am at bobs house. i am drunk and a little upset. but i will get better. i love my friends. i dont know what i would do if i didnt have my friends. they have been there for me. i love you guys!! i am having a lot of fun!!

     thank you guys for helping me. i love you. i wouldnt have had fun afteri was upset if is wasnt for my friends!! thatnk you! i love you! lil bobby is the coolest person ever. he took time away from his friedns at the party to be with me and help me and care for me! thank you lil bobby! i love you! kristen also helped me! i love her too! thank you soo much you guys! well i dont know what else to write. so i will go now!




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[03 Apr 2004|09:26am]
[ mood | happy ]


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[01 Apr 2004|08:21pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

hey wassa? ahhhh. i am bored so i figured i would update. today was a pretty good day. it started of shitty but once i got to school i was all good! we played kickball in ROTC today cuz we had PT. but i got home and me and my mom had to start this adept driver teen smart thing cuz if i take it it is suppose to lower my insurance. so we did step one today and we are gonna to a step evryday til we are done. there is only eight steps. but its all good. i like lower my insurance. more money for me to save for me. after that brook came over and we took all or lose change and took it to winn dixie to convert it to bills. that coinstar is the coolest. i rocks! so we did that then we went to China Star and ate dinner for the second time this week. we went tuesday. i was in my ROTC uniform because i had to go to my ROTC awards ceremony at 7. but i was awarded the American Veterans Award at the ceremony. it is for diligence and discharge of duties and the willingness to serve both God and Country for the moral benefit. i feel so honored that they chose me for that award. i am so excited. anyway. back to today....lol...
after dinner we wanted to go to brooks and watch gothika but my mom wouldnt let us. so we came home and then i got bored. so i downloaded some songs and i was still bored so then i decided to update my lj. so now here i am. i am still bored. lol.


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[29 Mar 2004|04:01pm]
Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Gamer
Your Favorite Band/SongPink Floyd - Bike
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Abstinence
Everyone Thinks You Are:The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived:In a record shop
You Will Marry:The high-school slut
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

i like who every one thinks i am. and where i was concieved. that explains alot. lol.
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SHOW!!! [28 Mar 2004|05:00pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

last night was the shiznat. i hung out with all my friends then forever changed showed up! oh my gosh. they are the coolest guys ever. i love them. i watched them play and then i danced and sang to DSC then i went over to the forever changed merch table and hing with nick most of the time. and occasionally tom or nate or dan or ben would come over and hang out. i have so much fun with them.

i also hung out with the starting point guys. i bought a BEFORE THIS LAST BREATH cd. everyone needs to go get one. it rocks. and i bought a DSC hat. i love it.

i dont know what else to say...

i love nick, tom g, ben, dan, nathan, tom m., fred, bob, bobby, dillon, ricky, brook, kristen, stacey, janelle, joey, nick d, austin b, danny b, zack, emo tim, 6 finger tyme, and the rest of you guys!

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crusiers show...this sat. [23 Mar 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | excited ]

ok folks..here is the line up for saturday. everything starts at 2:oo.

heartstring fallacy
vision of the blind
starting point
rainy day dallas
foever changed
DSC project
the grillers (new jersey)
before this last breath
on watership down or hollow point (if OWD doesnt play)
hollow point (if OWD plays)

so...even though you know when your fav band is palying doesnt mean you show up right before they play. so everyone has to come at two and watch every band there. support the bands. all the bands ther are great. every one has to saty and watch forever changed. they are awesome. htey are an awesome band and one of the coolest group of guys i have ever had the chance to meet and hang with. i love you guys! they arent the only cool ones there. all the other bads consist of great music and great guys. so go and have a good time. i know i will!! <333333!

cant wait to see every one there.

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[13 Mar 2004|01:04pm]
[ mood | excited ]

omg!! last night was the best. i went to the PCCC show with kristen, carrie, stacey, kayla, brook, and lots of my other friends. i had such a good time. we saw a band called "forever changed". they were awesome. absolutely amazing. i could watch them play forever. after the show we went to perkins and hung out for like 3 hours. we all ordered food and it took like more than an hour to comeout. but i think its because there were so many people. the guys are nick(manager), ben(guitarist), nathan(drummer), tom(bassist) and the lead singer...i dont know his name. no one told me. they were all soo cute. they are soo funny. cant wait to hang out with them again. by the way, everyone needs to go to the show at crusiers tavern on march 27th. it starts at 4 i believe. there ar gonna be like 9 bands. including forever changed, starting point, DSC, rainy day dallas and many others. it is gonna be awesome. so...GO!!


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[12 Mar 2004|02:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

i feel like a loser. no one comments on my postings. :-(. oh well. its kool. anyway...umm...i am bored and dont know what to talk about. there is a show tonight. everyone should go. go to the starting point community and you wil see the flyer. well the info for it anyway. it should be good. well got to go. i am gonna take a nap before i go to the show. good night. hehe.

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